Good Girls Finish Last (Part I)

My friend asked me today if this blog was just a phase, and I realized how ridiculously busy I've been, that I haven't had time to post anything. So here's a quick update:
Remember a couple of posts back, when I was talking about the pick-up line guy that I had met randomly? (if you don't, click here for a recap, if you do remember then click here and enjoy). So anyway, PULG (pick-up line guy), turns out to be quite hilarious. No I still haven't agreed to a date, but apparently he's quite a funny one. But nothing happened, and from the looks of it, nothing is going to happen. I sort of lost interest in everyone I thought I was interested in. But that's now a good thing... at all.. You know why? I'll tell you why.. because with no one in mind, I will be holding on to my last memory of being with one.. that being my ex. No I'm not in love with him, if anything I'm totally over him, but it's a fact. So I need to keep myself distracted till I get a new interest! Moving on, was at a wedding this weekend, and a lady who apparently lives on the same block, saw me at the wedding, and recognized me from well.. the block.. She knows my mother so she came up to me and rambled something about why the crap I'm not engaged and then said "it's such a shame you're pretty, the ugly whores are the ones who always get the guy". Now that is what I call a good first impression. The next day, went out for coffee with m girl friends, an what a coffee session it turned out to be! I don't want to make this any longer than it is, so I'll leave you at this, and will continue this tomorrow!

He's just NOT that into me!

What a weekend! I am aching.. physically.. it's ridiculous. But I had fun. I'm enjoying Beirut weekends, I used to go out during the weekdays and be lazy on the weekend,. Let's face it, going out on the weekend, with the traffic and overcrowded places, is not my idea of a good time. The past two weekends have been amazing though. It was probably the crowd that I loved!
Anyway, facing a dilemma, or tiny problem, but I want to call it a dilemma. Being a single girl in Beirut means meeting random guys, through a friend, an acquaintance, or just conversing with someone random in a pub or what not, which leads to multiple crushes. I have eliminated quite a few since December, but still confused. Why? Because the ones I am interested in, are giving out mixed signals or maybe they're just not that into me, and the random guy I met a few months back, suddenly reappears again. I'm not interested, and I don't know if I'm looking for a fling (he's 'fling' material) but his approach is really funny. Pick up lines are cheesy, they really are, but it's like he's memorized every single one and says them in one go. It's hilarious! (literally.. I can't contain myself. I can't even reply, and usually my come backs are quite good) He's a confident one and he's cute. And boy do I like confident men who happen to be cute. But as I said, this isn't going anywhere. Do I go for a fling? Or would I just be wasting my time instead of concentrating on more important things??? Ahhhh the confusion.. I'll keep you posted!
And in the mean time, listen to my song on repeat (thank you Milky Way).